Thursday, May 28, 2009 7:06 AM
(♥) A l e a n o r
Hello Hunny, Suprise ?
I'm here to post for you.
Anyways, you siao ah?
I Love siao de ley (: ,
Only Hu xu wang.
Hahahs. your blog song changed.
" Always Be My Baby "
okay Baby?
Baby Holidays' alrdy.
Can fly ard alrdy hoh? ):
hahahs, i clever right?
I'm always clever. ^^
Wow, gaming is your life,
I not your life nah!?
Today you forget to take something ley,
your heart nehhh~
How uh?
fiancee siol Hunny. :D
Want to post my blog?
Want, also buey ke yan give you my password uh.
I know you want say I xialan.
I'm always so xialan.
No happy ah baby?
Behind talk k !
I W A I T F O R Y O U !
(♥) D e r r i c k
Sunday, May 24, 2009 7:27 AM
Life is getting better, i supposed. I just wish nothing such would ever happen again. I'll mark your promise honey.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 6:27 AM
At this moment, it feels like the end of the world. You've utterly hurt, disappoint, betrayed me. As my closest loved one, you actually did that to me. You took my trust for granted again & again, treating me like a fool all along. In my life, what i hate most is betraying. You know, i can't really tolerate such stuffs to happened on me, never ever. But indeed, it happened to me afterall. I felt as if i couldn't have the strength to carry on, i am totally wore out. I can't have trust in you anymore, that's already my mindset. I am tired, i seriously am tired. I don't know how long more can i hang on, your actions totally affects my everything in life.
So what if i've beaten up the guy? I still have anger inside me, that's for sure. I wish to be alone, i can only trust myself. Not any other one else. You never realise your mistake, words never help much. I could only see actions in my dictionary, but you didn't do it. You made me disappointed once again. Don't you ever know how much love & hope i put in this relationship? Don't you? This incident totally send me to hell right away. I'm suffering, does anyone knows? No, no one knows what i am going through. A simple sorry without actions, it's totally useless. So what if you wanna prove it to me? I won't have trust anymore. I've given all my trust back to you once, but now. You let me know that i can't have trust anymore. Using friends to cover up for your actions, i am not really that dumb. Don't really treat me as a fool. I might not know how much things you've done behind my back, but the thoughts of it makes me depressed. You've hurt me, so deep that i can't have the courage to face r/s anymore. I wanted to give up everything, everything that we had. Memories, everything. But i just couldn't. My mind is in a confused state, i've to think. I can't afford to make a wrong step in life, it would makes me regret for a period of time. I just, i just wish to be alone for now..
Monday, May 18, 2009 8:35 AM
Celebrated parents birthday today, together with brothers & girlf. Went to have dinner at around bedok area. Was so full ? Mygod. Though the food sucks abit -.- Well, brother paid for the cake for parents birthday. Didn't even have the chance to light up the candle, fan so fugging strong that the fire would be off.
Went grandlink afterwards, slack played awhile. Baby's mother super angry can -.- Scolded me on the phone saying that i lied to her about eating with parents & she going home late. It's like wth manzx. Hope she's not that worked up in future.
Happy birthday Mummy & Daddy ♥
Sunday, May 17, 2009 6:45 AM
Sorry for the dead blog peeps. Mood is super down this few days, so yeah lazy to update. Well, tml's my mum birthday i guess ? Though my attitude towards her is bad, but i still love her. Afterall she's my mom, my loved one. So happy belated birthday mom (:
May is a busy month man, my girl birthday & anniversary lies on the same day. So shall celebrate together yeah. Both occasion in a day, so it's a big day i guess. Sometimes, i wondered. Why would life be so complicated in every stuff we done? It's stressful, tiring. Some just won't have the strength to carry on. Simply too much trouble occurring at once, it's difficult to accept the fact ain't it. Life is a complete bullshit.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 7:43 AM
Life is super uber stressful.
