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and this photos are took by Baby too.

Labels: Seek the truth

Label : There isn't anything we can't get through together -

Despite any obstacles that come our way & all the many differences we've shared, i find myself loving you more with time. I love you when our moods vary & when our opinions go in opposite directions. I love you when our ideas aren't quite the same & our beliefs clash. I even love you when you're tired & grumpy. What i'm trying to say is i love you no matter what, even as we struggle to be our own individuals. It doesn't matter how different we may be, as i've spent more time by your side, i've learned i love you most of all because you're different from me, & can express it. I love you for what you belive, for the emotions you feel, & for the ideas that help me open my own mind to possibilities i haven't explored. What i'm saying is that, I love you.

Darling is currently outside now. Having some problems, shall not mention it here. Well, don't be that pissed alright ^-^ Later go home rest, & sleep well rights. & I'll always be around :B I'm going off t sleep alrdy. & for all Taggers, stop the topic alright (: Darling is stressed now right. Cheerio's Taggers` Give him some breathing space.
♥'s

!Aleanor`

So what now? Everyone thinks that it's my fault now? Perhaps you guys didn't even know about the whole story before putting the blame at Gina & me. Stop fucking stressing me out. I've enough problem. Now i shall clear up the misunderstanding indeed. Though there are friends that are concern bout me, so thanks yeah.

Pushing all the blames to me? Hell no. I can't take this anymore. The problems started when you started contacting him. I've already told you i don't like it. Going over his place to find him? Though kester is around but i still don't like it. Playing audition together always? Go to K to sing together even then meeting me? & F telling him that your mum love him? That hurts alot, indeed. & thats when i contacted gina. I know her for quite a period of time, it's not as if i just know her. She showed concern, what bout you? Having your fun singing? You never knew how i felt, how lonely my heart was at that period of time. I was breaking now at that moment of time. Do you even know it? No you dont. So, you people can't just blame all on gina. Is not that i'm helping her or whatsoever. This is what i'm thinking. Yes, indeed i am still loving you, my girlf. But do you ever change for me? No you didnt. What can i do now? I'm like the fucking basterd whose in the fault now. I know it. Everyone is putting the blame on gina & me. You people can scold me all you want, but not gina because part of it she's innocent. & of course, nobody could scold you too, which is my girlf you huihui. Afterall, i'm very confused & vexed now.

Life is full of up's & down.

Feeling very bad. I'm feeling really down. A instinct that you've change from t past. I'll answer you that, i'm just afraid t lose you. That's all.

School is uber boring. I'm considering taking private O's. I guess it would be much smooth for me. Well, i do hate school afterall. But whatever i do, i hope i won't regret in t future then. Life is boring, it's like everyone going into NS 1 by 1 manzx -.- Soon it would be mine? Lolol. Botaks ._. & finally countdown 27 more days to my probation end ! :D So so so so so so looking forward for it. After 18months of tolerate, this day is finally coming. Awesome feeling (: